I KNOW we’re not supposed to test before the Big Beta Day, but I’m human, so I’ve pretty much been testing since 5dp5dt. This lovely shot is of my “first pee in the morning 8dp5dt” test and……nothing. I’m pretty sure I should be at least seeing a very faint line by now.
What makes things worse, is my husband just left for a week-long business trip in Germany as of Saturday, and won’t be back until Sunday. I feel SO alone right now, and while I know an official Beta test COULD tell a different story, it’s very unlikely it could turn around that much, right?? Who knows if it’s from the progesterone shots or what, but I just broke this morning. The tears were flowing. I want to reach out to my friends who know about this, but it doesn’t feel like I can really talk about it with them. Although they try to be helpful and caring, it’s a lot of “stay positive”, “stress would be the worst thing right now”.
I am spiraling right now… this was “supposed” to work. 75% chance the Doctor said with a 5 day blast. Is there still any hope? It seems like the blogs/forums I’ve now been obsessively peeling through all get at least very faint lines by this day….
Ugh. ANY encouragement/advice is welcome.